Thank you all so much. I am feeling better, but mostly because I have pushed the thoughts aside, so I am sure the other shoe will drop at some point. I "self-censor" the news for now. Wes and I were talking again today about his future in the Air Force and I am positive this is the right move for him. That helps more than anything, I guess. I want to go with him to MEPS when he leaves, but am scared I will have another bad reaction and I don't want him to have to leave with that on his mind. We are about 2 hours from MEPS here and it is not unusual for parents to say their good-byes at the local recruiting office, but I want so much to see him off in St. Louis.
You guys are great! Lesa
I just Graduated. The Pride that comes along with being in the Airforce is so incredibly Great. All the Fallen Warriors will forever be in our heart.. .They're last breaths are what waves the Flag on the stillest day. The AF is here to train Wes. He'll be stong.
We just need your support.. Because the fear of loosing our own lives is really scary..
I'm scared to death of getting deployed to the sandbox.. but i trust the AF won't throw me out there without knowing i have the skills to survive.
Just keep everything in your thoughts and prayers and we'll all see it through.
My Family is my Motivation.